Note: I played some acoustic guitar on all the songs, some of which made it to the track. But Jim played all the good stuff! Also, all background vocals were mostly me, but Jim and Sharon added some as well on some of the tracks.
American Summer
Bob Sale-Drums
Jim Soldi - All guitars
Sharon Whyte - Piano and background Vocals
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Fire Hydrant spraying down that city street
Sundown seems to just turn up that city heat
Barkers at the county fairs all sound the same
Fathers take their kids out to the baseball games
Kids are on the corner selling lemonade
Backyard bar-b-que, hammock swinging in the shade
Cold and lonely winter seems so far away
There’s magic in the morning of a summer day
CHORUS
American Summer, the 4th of July
Baseball games and apple pie
All those dreams, of all that’s good and right
American summer …American life
Smell of summer rain brings back those memories
Of how we used to dream of all that we could be
Sometimes there’s a reason we go down a different road
Summer is the season that will bring me home
REPEAT CHORUS
American Summer, the 4th of July
Baseball games and apple pie
All those dreams, of all that’s good and right
American summer …
American life, American Dreams
American Freedom and all that means
All those dreams, of all that’s good and right
American summer, American life
American Summer
American, American Summer
American, American Summer
Reunion
Lorie Kirkell - Cello
Jim Soldi - Percussion, keyboard, guitars
Jim Reeves-bass
Bill Hartwell - Acoustic Guitar
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Ah we were such faithful friends, that ragged gang of ours
The overwhelming innocence of youth
Discovering what freedom brings, in all those late night hours
We began to chase the elusiveness of truth
Some of us were pulled in by the winds of chance
Happy victims to the turn of circumstance
While others of us seemed to be, connected by some destiny
As if what brought us there was meant to be
Some of us shed knowing tears, the day we said goodbye
As if we knew what time would pull apart
While the most naive chose to believe, the bond would never die
As they listened to the stores of their heart
Days and weeks and months… and then years slip by
As we all chased the passion of our new lives
Some were lost and some were finally caught, by their old demons
But we all went our own ways for our own reasons
Ahhh… the music of those memories
So much more than time between what is… and used to be
Now we’re simply on line friends, sharing photos now and then
Or a Christmas card to catch up on the news
That innocence that we all shared, so many years ago
Still haunts me every time I get the blues
We talk of that reunion, but no plans are made
Maybe when the kids have grown and bills are paid
We all agree so easily, how quickly time goes by
Perhaps we’ll get together when someone dies
I guess we’ll get together when someone dies
I’m Still There
Sharon Whyte- Piano
Jim Soldi - Guitars, sythesizers
Bill Hartwell - Acoustic Guitar
Jim Reeves-Bass
Paul Kimbarow - Drums
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Unpacked suitcase on the floor
That alarm clock needs to die
Sunburned zombie seeking coffee
To drive the sleep out of my eye
Back in the office cubicle, I can only sit and stare
It looks like I am here, but I’m still there
Ted, my boss, is screaming at me
Something I should know
But his face reminds me of the fish
I caught 3 days ago
I hallucinated Ann from sales with flowers in her hair
She thinks that I am here, but I’m still there
Scientists insist that in theory, it’s no crime
For humans to exist in 2 places at one time
But I am living proof that indeed it can be done
I’m sitting her, but I’m still there, soaking in the sun
Someday in the future
I will look back in the past
And remember that fine day when I told Ted
To kiss my ass
But until that day, I’ll sit right here and travel from my chair
And pretend that I’m right here, but I’ll be there
I might look like I am here…. But I’m still there.
Shoulda Woulda Coulda Cafe
Jim Soldi - Guitars, Bass
Sharon Whyte - Piano
Ed Reeves - Drums
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Neon lights are flashing, inviting all to come on in
Bartenders are waiting, let your tales of woe begin
TJ, he’s a regular, comes here everyday
Got his picture hanging on the wall, a prominent display
He was gonna be a football star, until the world knocked him down
Now he spends his day searching through, the café’s lost and found
He gave up his tomorrow, trying to bring back yesterday
From his seat at the bar, of the Shoulda Woulda Coulda Café
CHORUS
There’s one in every city, one in every town
That place in every one of us where you can lay your burdens down
It feels real nice to visit, but not a place you want to stay
Pull up a chair, enjoy the fare, but pay your bill and walk away…
And close the door, on the Shoulda Woulda Coulda Café
Sally’s in the corner booth, she showed up late last year
She plays that broken hearted song, that only she can hear
She built her future life around a love that wasn’t there
Now she orders off the menu, something called Love, It’s Not Fair
The longer that she sits there, the longer she will stay
Inside the walls of the Shoulda Woulda Coulda Café
REPEAT CHORUS
BRIDGE
We’ve got excuses on the menu, reasons why and reasons not
Used to bes and might have beens, served up cold or hot
Anger and resentment, are the specials every day
Come on in, and blame your sins away
I come here on occasion, sometimes I stay too long
And re-live all I didn’t do, and all that I did wrong
And blame gets passed like sacrament, to everyone but me
And sorrow for the shape I’m in, washes over me…
Then someone opens up the door and lets the outside in
I put the past back where it needs to be, and give thanks for where I’ve been…
REPEAT CHORUS
Someday
Jim Soldi -Guitars
Sharon Whyte - Piano
Jim Reeves - bass
Paul Kimbarow - Drums
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Well I’ve been everywhere a singing survivor could go
Must have played in every club from Berkeley to Buffalo
Chasing a dream, lost in between
The man I am and the man you think you know
I’ve never lived anywhere long enough to call my home
Never held on to anything long enough to call my own
Except this old MARTIN guitar, and that rising star
And a heart that’s looking for love, it’s never known
CHORUS
Someday I’m gonna make it
Someday I’ll settle down
Someday I’m gonna make a mark that will turn my world around
But tomorrow’s always waiting at the edge of every town
So I’ll just keep on signing till Someday rolls around
The days roll by like water through a broken-down dam
Seems the more I learn, the less I understand
I’ve seen the fire in a young man’s eyes, become reluctant compromise
And it gets harder and harder to see where this road began
REPEAT CHORUS
Crash & Burn
Dennis Caplinger - Banjo and Fiddle
Jim Soldi - Bass, Guitar
Paul Kimbarow - Drums
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I met a girl who said she was from Baltimore
She loved pickin fights and she loved slammin doors
The last word I said to her was “nevermore”
Bye, Bye Bye
So I headed down that river down to New Orleans
Hooked up with a Mississippi Cajun queen
But she left me when I could not eat her hot cuisine
She said Bye, Bye Bye
Chorus
Oh, that river flows
Where its gonna take you know one knows
Live & learn when you Crash & Burn
Get back up and head on down the road
So I drifted off to Texas, San Antonio
Met a girl who told me that she loved me so
But she bucked me for a cowboy who could rodeo
She said… bye, bye, bye bye
So I chased a new love off into the great Northwest
I was wearing flannel shirts and Patagonia vests
But I could not grow a beard, and she was not impressed
She said Bye, Bye bye
Repeat Chorus
Then there was that actress out in Hollywood
She’s been tryin to be somebody else since childhood
But she loved herself way more than I ever could
She said Bye, bye bye
So I’m out here on this island with an endless shore
The rhythm of the waves right at my backdoor
With a woman who just loves me and won’t ask what for
My, Oh my, oh my
Repeat Chorus
Crash & Burn, live and learn, Something new at every turn
Get back up and head on down the road
Unconditional
Bill Hartwell - Acoustic Guitar
Jim Soldi - Synthesizers
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Digging through the basement of my childhood home
I came across some treasures, that I thought were gone
Faded memories, family histories, memories of love
Sister’s Barbie dolls and my old model cars
Homework papers, one or two that had gold stars
In a box pulled from above, my old baseball glove, that my father gave to me
The glove was worn and tattered, from all the times that we played catch
Every time I asked, he never told me no
In spite of all those battles through the teenage years
Inside that baseball glove, I felt a father’s love
Unconditional…Unconditional
Love like a statue in a hurricane
Shelter from the deluge of the pouring rain
A hand to hold on to, a heart to pull you through
A love for who you are, not what you do
Fathers sometimes have a hard time showing love
They just cant seem to let their guard down long enough
To let their love be seen, but that doesn’t mean, that it isn’t there
From the moment that I saw you, and held your tiny hand
I felt that love my father felt for me
I knew right then no matter how the world turned
You will always have from me, love that will always be
Unconditional…Unconditional
Tank Of Gas
Jim Soldi - Guitars
Sharon Whyte - Piano
Jim Reeves - Bass
Paul Kimbarow - Drums
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Angry words have all been spoken
The ties that bind have all been broken
Love started strong, but didn’t really end so well
Neither one left standing, at the closing bell
Who’s to blame, oh I ain’t saying
That’s a losing game, that I ain’t playing
Sometime, somewhere, we’ll hear someone play that certain song
Maybe then we’ll know, ahhh what we did wrong
CHORUS
Got a broken heart and a full tank of gas
An open road, leading from my past
I don’t know how long either one is gonna last
This broken heart… or this tank of gas
Got a hundred bucks, and a credit card
Everything I own, stuck inside this little car
My old guitar and my best friend, a dog named Jack
No review mirrors, ahh we ain’t lookin back
REPEAT CHORUS
One by one, the miles roll beneath my wheels
There ain’t nothin that the road can’t heal
REPEAT CHORUS
So It Goes
Tripp Sprague - Flute
Jim Soldi - Guitars, Synthesizers, percussion
Jim Reeves - Bass
Paul Kimbarow - Drums
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Alarm clock, still dark, Rooster crows
Get clean, caffeine comatose
Counting down the minutes till the whistle blows
Wonder why I live out here where the cold wind blows
Doors that open, Doors that close
Too few yeses and too many no’s
Everybody wondering where this road goes
Bozo on the radio says he knows
Sometimes the righteous seeds you sow
Is not all your garden grows
Chorus
So it goes
The world turns and the river flows
You cannot change… what you don’t oppose
You live and die…so it goes
Broken Promises, Broken nose
Broken Hearts from a wasted rose
Judges judge on all those TV shows
And call it entertainment for all us 6 pak Joes
Poor man struggles while the rich man grows
When that disappears then hell just froze
You believe in things or you just suppose
The devil truly lives in a mind that’s closed
Sometimes the righteous seeds you sow
Is not all your garden grows
REPEAT Chorus
Blind by greed as the fire rose
Now we’re standing on the roof with a garden hose
Hope fades, desperation grows
Chasin dreams down these rabbit holes
Sometimes the righteous seeds you sow
Is not all your garden grows
Repeat Chorus
repeat 1st verse….
Why Aren’t You Blue
Jim Soldi - Guitars, synthesizers
Sharon White - Piano
Jim Reeves - Bass
Paul Kimbarow - Drums
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You gave up on our future, wasted our past
The dreams of the desperate never last
All that we had is now all but through
So tell me why, why aren’t you blue
I saw you last night, out on the town
You’re looking up while I’m sinking down
You’ve already moved on to something brand new
So tell me why, why aren’t you blue
I guess that I thought you would hurt just a little
Shed a tear for the good times we had
But you’re out there looking as fit as a fiddle
And I’m out there feeling so bad
I thought of you when I heard that song
But I guess you’ve forgotten, that didn’t take long
You’re out there wearing your new dancing shoes
So tell me why, why aren’t you blue
Maybe I…
Jim Soldi - Guitars
Sharon Whyte - Piano
Jim Reeves - Bass
Paul Kimbarow
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He threw me hard, 2 seconds out of that holding pen
Right then I swore, I was never gonna ride again
And even though, this rodeo
Has a hold on me and won’t let go
I just can’t take all this pain I’m in
I guess this mean old horse, is gonna win
CHORUS
Maybe I… oughta think this over
Maybe I… oughta give it one more try
Cause I still have this passion and I still have my pride
And it don’t seem right to let that horse decide
Maybe I… oughta get back up and ride
She broke my heart, when I thought our love would never end
Right then I swore, I was never gonna love again
gonna sell my home, and everything I own
I could learn to live my life alone
I just can’t take all this pain I’m in
I guess that angry woman is gonna win
REPEAT CHORUS
Maybe I… oughta think this over
Maybe I… oughta give it one more try
Cause I still have this passion and I still have my pride
And I’ll be damned, if I’ll let her decide
Maybe I… oughta get back up and ride
It’s just so hard; to let it go…
cause what might have been is something you will never know…
Once you let it go
I’ve had this dream, everyday since I was four
But I’m growing tired of all these slamming doors
Hard work and hope, like chasing smoke
Now I’m full of doubt and almost broke
It just ain’t worth all this pain I’m in
I guess all of those who told me no, they’re gonna win
REPEAT CHORUS
Maybe I… oughta think this over
Maybe I… oughta give it one more try
Cause I still have this passion and I still have my pride
And it don’t seem right to let letting someone else decide
Maybe I… oughta get back up and ride
Oh…Maybe I… oughta get back up and ride
Tears Of Change
Trip Sprague - Chromatic Harp
Jim Soldi - Guitars, keyboards
Jim Reeves - Bass
Paul Kimbarow - Drums
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I see my best friend standing on the corner as my father pulls away
I swore my life was over on that painful moving day
Ten years old and just like brothers, swore we’d be there for each other
Waiting for reprieve that never came
CHORUS
Crying tears of change, tears of change
Steady as the setting sun relentless as the pouring rain
Tears of change, tears of change
Doesn’t matter what they say, it’s never gonna be the same
After these tears of change
I see your hand waving out the window, as your tail lights fade away
All that I can think of is everything I didn’t say
Somehow I thought you’d always be that little girl who needed me
A father’s pride all tangled up in pain
REPEAT CHORUS
Dusk drifts into darkness as the day slips into night
Memories of moments, spent inside your light
Now my world’s a darker place, hollow heart and empty space
Standing here so much I can’t explain
REPEAT CHORUS
Permanent Outcomes
Sharon Whyte - Piano
Jim Soldi - Guitars
Jim Reeves - Bass
Paul Kimbarow - Drums
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She’s pretty as a picture, about 6” tall
How she got tattooed on my arm, I don’t recall
A night of tequila and too many beers
Now I got this beauty for the rest of my years
A memory that I don’t remember at all
CHORUS
Permanent Outcomes, from a temporary state of mind
How can something so right in the moment, be so wrong over time
The mind stops working, the future is uncertain and the eyes go blind
Permanent Outcomes, from a temporary state of mind
Me and the boys, struttin down at the C&C
I was 2 beers over the line of invincibility
Talkin trash, wrong guy, wrong place
Big right hook re-arranged my face
Now there’s a whole lot of nothing where my 2 front teeth used to be
REPEAT CHORUS
Love is blind, that’s what love does
So we said I do in the chapel, the chapel of ‘just because’
2 months later she’s my ex
and I got a future writing out checks
To a memory of a love that never was
REPEAT CHORUS